Saturday, June 14, 2014
Haven't be en in the best of spirits, my mind and body have given me a lot to handle this year my journey has been tough and quite honestly I feel beaten down. My immune system is extremely low, I keep getting sinus infection which aggravate my asthma right now. My foot has bothered me alot my running has been sporadic and I miss it. I have been told pool only for a few weeks. I start tomorrow. I am at a point we're I really want to hide and not be around others. Some Friendships are really testing my heart. I have always been there, they at times drained everything out of me with their family drama but always did I listen. Now when I am at a crossword where are they. I have come to realize that some friends are forever, some just pop in but it is up to me to hold my standards up. If you want a therapist pay for one I am no longer the free ride for you. I can count my real friends and family in my one hand. I need to take care of me and that includes sorting out whom stays and who I keep at a distance to keep my heart from breaking.