Thursday, June 12, 2014
These are my comparison pics from 2012, on the left, to today, on the right. Front, back, left, and right sides.
While I CAN see the improvement, especially in my belly and the lumpiness of my butt, I still hate my general shape. I know now that my hips have a lot of swelling (hence all the injections recently), and there isn't much I can do about that. I take an anti inflammatory and have been getting steroid injections for a few weeks now.
I keep telling myself that I know I won't be happy with my general body shape when I reach my goals, but I am 42 and don't have to impress anyone in a bikini. MY beau loves me for me and I am doing this for my health first and foremost. Any aesthetic improvement will only be icing on my cake.
Now that I have blah blah'd to put off the inevitable (if you have a weak tummy, turn back now!)....here goes.