Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Today I am feeling really down about everything. I feel like a huge disappointment to everyone, including myself. Again I did not go to the gym today, even though hubby encouraged me to....I just didn't want to go out, let alone go get sweaty at the gym. I have lost my motivation. No matter what I try or how I try, I am stuck. It's a horrible feeling.
Tomorrow is therapy, so I will have to go out for that. Not really looking forward to it, but maybe talking about things will make me feel a little better. I don't know.
I'm almost half-way through my book already. It's really good, and different from other things I've read in awhile.
I have some stuff to tackle soon. Before we moved I got rid of TONS of stuff, but since we just bought dressers, I have to go through all my storage bins again and get rid of even more things. Since I already did that before we moved, basically now I have to get rid of stuff I wanted to keep, because all these drawers have to be emptied. I'm not too happy about that...it's mostly my beauty products & personal items, and it's annoying that I'll have to throw things out just because we need the space & not because they are no longer good. I keep putting it off because hubby has not even put the new dressers together yet and because I'm annoyed about it. But I'll have to start going through things very soon.
Anyway, I guess I am done complaining for today.