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Did You Ever Just Want To Be Beautiful...

Monday, June 09, 2014

... for all the wrong reasons?

I'm a young woman, 24. I want to get male attention.

Most people aren't willing to admit it, but right now, I'm feeling honest. It's why I wear makeup, do my hair, wear short skirts. To get attention. The feeling I get when someone eyes are on me is like the best kind of endorphin. I feel good, I feel sexy, I feel like I'm not competing.
But I do have to compete, because I am not the hottest girl in the room. Sometimes, thats all I want. Is to be the hottest girl in the room.

That is vain, selfish, and stupid.

But doesn't every woman want to feel that way for a little bit? I'm single, I want to know that when I go out, guys look at me and like what they see. I want to live while I'm still young. I'm tired of being afraid to live. To make mistakes. To do stupid things. But all I want right now is to enjoy it and have fun before I'm old.
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WANNABEAHOTBABE 6/9/2014 11:09PM

    Hey I'm 46 and I still want male attention.....and I can admit it too!

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JAMBABY0 6/9/2014 10:39PM

    you will find the right guy when you are ready and he will think you are beautiful just the way you are, for now do these things for you. Good luck and you don't need a guy to live and have fun, your young and have lots of time. I don't think what you want is stupid or foolish and I don't think it makes you vain and/or selfish it just makes you young.

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