Monday, June 09, 2014
I think my habits are getting worse. I have been at this so long now I am getting lax. I didn't even blog over the weekend. I have no excuse. I have always managed to find the time. To be honest, I didn't want to. It was too much trouble.
I think I am hormonal. I just don't want to do anything! I don't want to eat healthy, I don't not want to not eat healthy. I don't want to exercise, I don't not want to exercise. I don't want to sleep. I don't not want to sleep. I don't want to lie there like a lump and watch tv. I don't not want to lie there and watch TV.
What is shocking about that is the amount of time I have left. Today is day 82. I cannot slack off now. I am still 183. I have weight to lose, dresses to buy, pictures to get taken.
I guess I will do what I have been doing. I will continue to track and to exercise. On a brighter note, I did start week 3 of my learn to run program on Saturday. Finished day 2 of week three this morning. It's hard and I don't enjoy the running part. I am chasing the feeling that comes afterwards!
Onward with my day!!!