Monday, June 09, 2014
Well I'm officially at my highest weight in 2 years. Scale my not tell the whole story but it doesn't lie either. So what's the deal?
I love, Love, LOVE to exercise. That's great. Problem- I love dogs, good food, "fun" food (I don't like the term bad food), and the richer the better. I had my eating under control for a little over a year. Then things started sneaking back. Lately. I've just been buying (and eating)anything I want.
Well, no more. I bought no fun foods. No cookie, no chips, no cheesecake. No wine! I have looked back at my trackers to when I was eating healthy and I'm going start modeling after those days. I'm sick of sucking in the gut or having to stand certain ways in pictures to look presentable.
But I am still very proud of myself. I have maintain a 50 pound weight loss for 2 years. I can run 3 miles when doctors told me I should be able to walk one (granted I'm no speedy Gonzales, but I beat the turtles). And I actually miss my elliptical. These are great victories in my life that a number on the scale can't touch.
So day one today- let's rock it.