Sunday, June 08, 2014
OK so yesterday was one of the most emotionally draining days I’ve had in at least 14 months...
Here's my fb status & comments:
Just saw my kids. They came to take my mom out to lunch. My daughter gave me a dirty look when I went to the door, but she spoke to me. My son just gave me looks that could kill. Haven't seen him since he turned 18 in April of 2013. I can't remember when I last saw her...maybe Christmas of 2012. --feeling very lost without them.
xxxxx Hugs sweetie. And shame on park for fertilizing that hatred instead of helping them move on. Love you
me I agree xxxxx
me and shame on their step-monster who claims to love them like they were her own...if she really did she'd be encouraging them to see me & foster a great relationship instead of using me as leverage to get what she wants. She actually told me that she told them if they didn't do what she wanted then they'd have to spend time with me!!
xxxxx She sounds like a straight up bitch...I sure hope Karma bites her hard
me OH!! Then said she hoped I didn't mind that she did that!!! I was caught *SO* off-guard IDK what to say
me Actually THREATENING my kids to have to spend time with me
(Yes I crossed out people fb IDs)
So I spent the rest of the day sobbing. But before I did, I looked at the bags of chips on the counter and grabbed one & started to devour it.
Instead I threw it into the garbage!
Then I sat down at my PC and wrote myself a note & taped it to the back of my computer armoire so I can see it every time I sit there:
I ATE IT BUT IT DID *NOT* MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!!