Sad tonight .
Thursday, May 15, 2014
My Ex Sister in Law died last week, She was only 43 , She was young , and beautiful and so happily married , Her husband was crushed beyond words , He was so thin and worn out. I told him he was lucky to have such a great marriage even though the time was short .Her children were so devastated, My Ex husband and his siblings , all so sad , and I remembered when I was happy and young , all of us going out to clubs and dancing ,She met her husband when I was dating her brother at a dance club, When I thought the sun set and rose in my Ex's eyes. The laughing , the driving fast cars , food fights , and I realized my youth is pretty much gone and tomorrow is never promised .
Tonight I have listened to the song Mirrors by Justin Timberlake over and over and although the song is about another person being so close that they are almost your reflection , The lyrics made me realize Everyone should think this way about themselves , and tonight i made a decision that is going to make me very sad but needed to be done and tomorrow My son is taking me on a vacation and I will go see my sister who I love very much and I wont have time to think about what I have decided .
All I can say to anyone who might read this is , respect yourself and never let anyone disrespect you if you are there for them 100 percent Don't waste a minute telling yourself your worthless. As long as God has given you one more day of life do the best you can with it and be so kind and loving to yourself and forgiving , You dont have to be perfect to be loved ,
Go look in the Mirror and see your best friend .