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NEWMRS1
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im back for good

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Well I have just reached my 36 birthday and jumped on the scale. Im am disgusted with myself as I have reached 17 stone 11 pounds im a not a happy person. I have never been this weight and have noticed that even in the bath I struggle to get in and out. It's so easy to get to this statue but the hard part is to start liking myself again and start to look after myself as well. I know that this is all bad but apart from when im with my husband who loves me know matter what and family / friends I really can't stand myself. I want to be in gorgeous short skirt and dresses even if possible a bikini. Im am going to be uusing this blogg as my output of my feelings even in bad days like this. I think that if I can be honest with myself then it is a step in the right direction. Wow! Well im feeling better than I had started with sorry for using this to vent but its helping. If anyone wants to message back I will make sure to respond thanks for listening H
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  • WIDE_WIDOW
    What a big first step to join again and write a blog. I have been where you are and am only a couple of stones lighter now, so I know how much effort getting started takes.

    Eat well keep active - we can do this!

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    932 days ago
  • TATTER3
    We'll do the best we can to support you! Just keep Sparkin'!!
    934 days ago
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