Friday, May 09, 2014
Well as many of you know my uncle killed himself last yr and my grandma lives with me and it hit her VERY hard to lose another child esp since it had been only 3 yrs since my mom died and grandma has been very depressed since mom died and my uncle killing himself made things worse for not knowing how to help her. things are better now but it hit hard because i had to deal with my own feelings of it and hers since i take care of her and be able to be a comfort to her and find hope.
We are trying really hard to find happiness again and keep our heads up and I've decided to try to lose the 20lbs i have gained in this bad time.
so hopefully by my 34th birthday in sept i can lose at least half of it.