To my friends
Friday, May 09, 2014
I had what was to be my last counseling session today but it has been extended by one week which is good.
I have not lost any weight, well I did but then I put it back on but at least it it is still a lot less than I was, I am trying my best to stay on track but it is not easy as I feel so low and very stressed, I am trying to stay positive so I keep telling myself that I will lose it.
Michael was up for nearly 10 weeks so it is even more disappointing that once again he is very depressed once again and it is so near to our holiday which has to be paid for in the next few weeks or we will lose our place. I do have two day trips coming up one to Bakewell and the other is to London but it is not an holiday and I so desperately need it.