Monday, May 05, 2014
I was out with some friends tonight. And one of the guys made a comment saying how big I was. And I am just crushed. I've been working so hard. I didn't want to cry in front of friends. But I just need to tell someone that I wish I could just crawl under a rock and never come out.
It just hurts so much when you find out that everyone else has been thinking the same bad things you think about yourself. It hurts so much.