Saturday, May 03, 2014
I have been following this beautiful plus size model known as Tess Munster. She is gorgeous! She is the spokesmodel for "eff your beauty standards".
Today as I shopped at walmart for a pair of khaki capris and a black polo for work, I realized that I am making myself depressed by worrying about what everyone else thinks about how I look. Today's society is all about your appearance...why? Beauty will get you nowhere if you are a horrible person. So I am wearing my size 3x capris and my size 2x black polo to work with a smile on my face. If I continue to worry about what everyone else thinks of me, then I will never be happy. I will always worry "Am I pretty enough?" or "Do I fit in?".
I am working on losing the weight but for now, I am a size 3x on bottom and a 2x on top and I accept that. I am beautiful just the way that I am.