Sunday, April 27, 2014
I said goodbye to Matt today and it was so very painful. However, I was at that memorial service to celebrate his life, too. I cried through the entire thing, but I got up there and told everyone one of my favorite memories. There are so many. It was so beautiful, seeing all those people there. He was so loved and I hope he knew that. We then went to the amazing Hopewell cemetery and laid Matt to rest. I hugged his urn and kissed it. He meant so much to me.
Tomorrow I have to get back on track. I can't let myself down. I need to make sure that I continue being healthy and exercising. I can't gain the 17 lbs back. It's time to move forward and start to heal myself.