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Goodbye

Sunday, April 27, 2014

I said goodbye to Matt today and it was so very painful. However, I was at that memorial service to celebrate his life, too. I cried through the entire thing, but I got up there and told everyone one of my favorite memories. There are so many. It was so beautiful, seeing all those people there. He was so loved and I hope he knew that. We then went to the amazing Hopewell cemetery and laid Matt to rest. I hugged his urn and kissed it. He meant so much to me.

Tomorrow I have to get back on track. I can't let myself down. I need to make sure that I continue being healthy and exercising. I can't gain the 17 lbs back. It's time to move forward and start to heal myself.
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  • THEMFOLK
    Nothing in this world is worth compromising your good health, and it certainly won't change anything so far as bringing someone back.

    I sympathize on your loss. I have attended way too many funerals in my own life, so I know your pain very well.

    Be good to yourself. We are only here for a little while, armed with just this one body, which is supposed to last us for the duration of just this one short life. But oh, is it worth living!

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    956 days ago
  • PARISHUGHES
    I am so sorry for your loss.
    958 days ago
  • CICELY360
    My thoughts are with you.
    958 days ago
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