Friday, April 25, 2014
I just saw a commerical for cholesterol medication.
I haven't been watching what I eat, or even caring what I eat because part of me thought,"who cares if I get sick, if I have a heart attack or stroke, doesn't matter".
I just realized that I am so bored and lonesome now, and if I had a heart attack or stroke because of the choices I make, then I would be even more miserable. If I had a stroke, It could disable me, maybe to the point where I couldn't take care of myself...I'd need someone to take care of me....I could loose my independence!!! I could loose the ability to make choices, good/bad or otherwise. At least I now can make choices of what to eat and where to go, or if to go.....one stroke could change that....then, how much more miserable would I be!??
If I think I have it bad now, or if I think I'm miserable now so that I don't care about the poor choices I make, it could be much worse.
I have control now of my life and I need to start making better choices and CARING about my choices, I could very quickly and very easily loose that choice...
Could be better, but could be alot worse.