Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Got through the work day today and now at home with my boys. Dinner is done, dishes are done...I just can't get myself up off the couch to exercise. I did some time on the treadmill this morning so I am just going to take some time to rest my mind, body and heart.
We lost a dear, dear friend yesterday...my sisters boyfriend Scott passed away at only 21 years old. They may and lived miles and miles apart but they couldn't have been closer. They have been together for 6 years and were planning their future and spent hours everyday talking, being best friends and loving each other unconditionally. I couldn't have asked for anyone better for my sister. He was one of the best, loving and happy people. Always telling us to stay positive or even showing us the positive things in the worst situations. Everyday that I knew him was a blessing and I am so proud to call him my friend and brother.
My heart has been aching for 2 days and I am trying my best for my boys, family and sister to keep the good memories alive and keep the sorrow out but sometimes you just need a good cry. It is hard to be strong every moment of the day and sitting here alone, looking at some of the sweetest, loving boys in the world it is hard to keep it all together. I just wanted to spend a moment to pour out the sorrow in my heart and hope that it will be a bit easier to move on with the day and week.
Thank you all my wonderful SP friends, I am so glad to have you all in my life for love and support. I want everyone to take a moment and send some love to everyone in your life. It can change so quickly and without any notice or warning. Hold your loved ones tightly and forget the petty differences. Love one another and cherish every moment.