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With an aching heart...

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Got through the work day today and now at home with my boys. Dinner is done, dishes are done...I just can't get myself up off the couch to exercise. I did some time on the treadmill this morning so I am just going to take some time to rest my mind, body and heart.

We lost a dear, dear friend sisters boyfriend Scott passed away at only 21 years old. They may and lived miles and miles apart but they couldn't have been closer. They have been together for 6 years and were planning their future and spent hours everyday talking, being best friends and loving each other unconditionally. I couldn't have asked for anyone better for my sister. He was one of the best, loving and happy people. Always telling us to stay positive or even showing us the positive things in the worst situations. Everyday that I knew him was a blessing and I am so proud to call him my friend and brother.

My heart has been aching for 2 days and I am trying my best for my boys, family and sister to keep the good memories alive and keep the sorrow out but sometimes you just need a good cry. It is hard to be strong every moment of the day and sitting here alone, looking at some of the sweetest, loving boys in the world it is hard to keep it all together. I just wanted to spend a moment to pour out the sorrow in my heart and hope that it will be a bit easier to move on with the day and week.

Thank you all my wonderful SP friends, I am so glad to have you all in my life for love and support. I want everyone to take a moment and send some love to everyone in your life. It can change so quickly and without any notice or warning. Hold your loved ones tightly and forget the petty differences. Love one another and cherish every moment.

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JUJIFRUIT 4/28/2014 5:42PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. That is heartbreaking. emoticon

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NO_SNOW_BODY 4/25/2014 12:04AM

    So true, someone can be gone in a second. Had that happen in our family and still.spend every day wishing life was different.

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BARBIE176 4/24/2014 11:33PM

    I am very sorry for your loss, and know only too well how uncertain life is. I am holding you and you loved ones in my prayers. I believe that tears are a very important part of grieving although I also understand needing to hold it together for your sons. emoticon emoticon

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JAKENELL 4/24/2014 11:05PM

    You and your loved ones are in my prayers. One of the greatest legacy a person can leave is the happy memories and love in the hearts of those left behind. He certainly left many cherished memories with you and your family.
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CANDYCANE2B 4/24/2014 10:29PM

    So sorry to hear of your great loss! I, too, lost my dear sister...understanding your hurt!


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LADYOLIVER 4/24/2014 6:54PM

    emoticon Condolence. Oh how I identify with this.....In January I lost my oldest sister, mom, and FIL all within a week and half. Lifting you and yours in prayers.

You are so right....we should make every moment count because we don't know when it's our last or the last for a love one. No time for NONSENSE

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JOYSEEKER24 4/24/2014 6:20PM

    It is so hard to lose someone. So sorry for your loss! emoticon

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BONNIEMARGAY 4/24/2014 12:52PM

    I am so sorry for this devastating loss.

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BIGPAWSUP 4/24/2014 11:25AM

    So very sorry.

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THE_RED_BIRD 4/24/2014 9:14AM

    I'm so sorry. Your grief is completely understandable and speaks well of this fine young man. emoticon

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GLORYLIGHT57 4/24/2014 8:07AM

    I am very sorry to learn that you lost your brother-in-law recently; my thoughts and prayers are with you and yours.

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EVER-HOPEFUL 4/24/2014 6:07AM

    oh chelsea love sorry to hear that his poor family and your sister must be in a state as well.can one ask how he died?that is a very young age.i remeber when my first fiancee got killed in a motor cycle accident 3 weeks before our wedding it was a terrible time i can know what your sister must be going through.glad she has you on her side.take strenght in knowing him and hold on to all the good he brought into your and your sisters life. emoticon

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GSPEIRS 4/24/2014 2:23AM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing such a special person is so difficult. May the great memories of fun times comfort you in your grief. You and your family are in my thoughts. Big hugs go out to everyone.

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EMMACORY 4/24/2014 12:56AM

    So sorry for your loss. May your wonderful memories bring you healing. Grief has its own season so be gentle with yourself and others. Prayer for peace and comfort. emoticon

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DAWNIEJ76 4/23/2014 10:51PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. It's never easy to lose a loved one, and your family and sister will be in my prayers.

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