Tuesday, April 22, 2014
I have been missing in action for quite a while. My husband accepted a new job in the midwest the end of last year. So long story short, after house hunting, getting our house in PA ready to sell, moving cross country and unpacking i have gotten way off track and regained a little over half the weight back that I had lost last year.
It has taken me a while to start again. Although this move brings me closer to family once again and should mean less hours for my husband, it was a tough move for me. I left a very dear friend back in PA who had become like a sister to me. My girls left dear friends also. I have been very depressed about the whole move, even though I know in my heart that it was a good move for us. It will just take time to adjust. My girls aren't so little that I will meet as many people this time. Being in a small town makes it harder too.
I have joined a community gym and have been going to that to get me out of the house. Today I am starting back tracking food and exercise. Slowly but surely I will focus on being a healthy happier me. Hopefully in time, I will make some new friends. But right now it is day by day for me to feel happy. I know that is normal as I am missing friends and in a very new situation. Bear with me as I am sure to keep struggling. But I will persevere!