Monday, April 21, 2014
77 degrees today. Never thought I'd say that in April after such a horrible winter. Back to the 50's tomorrow but I'm still happy with that. DD had the car all day today until 3 PM so I walked further than I normally do and it felt good. She will have it all day tomorrow too, plus her evening class, so I'm really on my own tomorrow. I will miss her evening class when classes end next week for her. It has been my little "me time" when she is gone in the evening. I can watch a John Wayne movie and not have anyone complain. Or just sit and read. Or play my old Prince music loud and dance around the house. Yup I can do whatever I want (until 7PM when DH comes home that is).
The big meeting is tomorrow morning. I don't care anymore. I have too much to worry about with my program and I truly want to be successful with my program. So I will try to behave myself tomorrow at the meeting. Nod my head at the right moments and hold my tongue. Because, truly, does it really matter? No. But me staying on program and getting healthy - that matters more to me. TKRV has inspired me to start thinking about adding some spiritual lessons into my program too. Soon. Once I figure out what it is I need. I think I need something that will help ground me and keep me focused on what really matters instead of letting small things bug me so much.