Sunday, April 20, 2014
There are so many things in life I have been waiting for that haven't came yet.
Love, Success, Weight loss, Me.
I feel like I am forever waiting inside my house peeking out the windows and opening the door wondering if the me I want to be has arrived yet.
I keep thinking "what if"? What if I started my weight loss journey in 2011. What if I told that guy that I liked him? What if I didn't have depression/bipolar and it didn't wreak havoc on my school life?
Then I realized those "what ifs" are exactly what has been keeping me waiting. What if I went outside and found the me I want to be? What if I am patient, knowing that I will lose this weight and achieve my goals?
What if I stop saying "What if" and make a plan of action and do those things!
Being patient knowing things will change is a virtue, being patient waiting for things to come is a crutch!
I know I will lose this weight, even if it's hard to believe fully, what I can say is I know I will workout tomorrow, I know I will drink water instead of juice, and I know that I will stop waiting for change....I'm going to make it!!