Now that it's Impossible, I want it so bad...
Thursday, April 17, 2014
I broke down and sobbed to my husband last night. I was so miserable with gas and bloating and this incessant lump (the current theory is that it's GERD or LPR).
I knew that I couldn't ask "Why is this happening to me?" I know why. For so many years I abused my body, drinking 30-60 ounces of Diet Coke, and living on Chicken Biscuits, and Double Cheeseburgers and Donuts.
I know that I don't necessarily deserve a second chance, but I want so badly to someday be able to exercise, and eat healthy, and heal my body.