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Now that it's Impossible, I want it so bad...

Thursday, April 17, 2014

I broke down and sobbed to my husband last night. I was so miserable with gas and bloating and this incessant lump (the current theory is that it's GERD or LPR).

I knew that I couldn't ask "Why is this happening to me?" I know why. For so many years I abused my body, drinking 30-60 ounces of Diet Coke, and living on Chicken Biscuits, and Double Cheeseburgers and Donuts.

I know that I don't necessarily deserve a second chance, but I want so badly to someday be able to exercise, and eat healthy, and heal my body.
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    YOU CAN DO THIS! I'm still praying for you friend!!
    918 days ago
    Sorry you are having such a bad time. O know this is so little but said a prayer for you. They all help.
    919 days ago
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