Wednesday, April 16, 2014
I am feeling kind bummed. Two days ago, I was 203, so down two pounds. Than, yesterday I did 25 minutes on the elliptical and 40 minutes of running. Basically, I burned alot of calories and stayed in my calorie range until I started to get a headache. I get headaches when I don't eat enough. It's a hard balance for me. So, I ate some chips. Not the best choice but fruit wouldn't cut it. In fact, I tried that and it wasn't making it go away.
This morning I was up to 205. So back to the beginning. Argh. Trying to not get down about it, I was tracking food today. I was at 1100 before supper. My range is 1300-1700 than my boyfriend wanted pizza. I wanted something quick. I thought I could control myself. Half a pizza and 1000 calories later, I have blown my calorie range, haven't worked out, stressed about work, and feeling fat.
In addition to that, I got two job rejections, one of which I thought I would have been a great fit for. At least, I have DigiCopy. It's a job offer contingent on my 60-day review. Today, it was rough at work. More stress. More ridiculousness.
Anyhow, just wanted to share with people that understand and maybe could cheer me on. I really do want to lose weight. I just have some obstacles to overcome to get there.