First I want to start by saying...
You help so very much. I would be so very alone without you.
I think I am doing better. I am proud that I have made it a week. I am not crying daily any more. I feel I am bouncing back fairly quickly and I of course have mixed feeling about it. I know I will have many more explosions of emotions but I am hanging in there.
I think this really nails it....
A very smart and good friend posed this.
It is so very true. I must accept it.
I know I am still staying a bit numb and there will be many more ...
roller coasters / ups and downs.
I think I mentioned 4 treadmill miles and no dog walk due to rain.
I did start studying again and feel ok about the progress. Lots more to do this week. Not pushing too hard yet.
I took a fair amount of time yesterday getting out my super nice fancy photo printer that I have not used. I got it many many years ago. I hooked it up and figure out how to print from the computer rather than a camera card. It printed horribly... the ink is years old without use.
The result however was
A horribly printed picture of my boy Utah made me smile. It is right here with me as I type. i need him around me. I am going to go to the store today and pick up new ink and try again.
Last night we had lobster ravioli. It was great.
I slept horribly. I could not get to sleep until 12:30 or so. I usually go to bed real early. My sunburn seems to have turned into more of a rash. It stings and I just could not go to sleep. I tried putting mouth wash on it, vinegar and aloe. I took 2 motrin PMs and 2 ibuprofen.
NO treadmill. I decided to skip it as I am trying not to overheat in any way in hopes of improving this rash. I took a cool shower and seem to be doing a bit better today.
I am going to the jeweler to pick up my Utah charm. I will take a picture how you.
I think I am going to hit the grocery and pick up ink.
I then need to come home and study.
Where am I on teh job search you ask.....
Well's Fargo - I am supposed to start a consulting position a week from Monday.
Well's Fargo - I interviewed for a very challenging other Project Management position within Wells last Friday. I don't know that I can take this job since I will likley move forward with the other (although I have not signed any paperwork yet). I think it would be goo to know if they are interested in me though. I felt it important to know (not sure why).
Last week Monday, 3/31 I had 2 interviews with managers for a job with Carlisle and Gallagher. They do not have an assignment for me but were interested in hiring me possibly anyway. I am supposed to have a face to face interview with a Senior Manager tomorrow. I feel kind of bad about moving forward but again feel it is the right thing to do in a way, just in case I am not happy with the option 1 above. So this interview in in Charlotte at 3:00 tomorrow.
Not sure exactly what I am doing with these. We'll see I guess.
I need to think about starting to work out early again to get back into my routine. Next week I have the PMP training course from 8:30 to 6 Monday through Friday. Then the week after that back to work.
Sunday is my Birthday. My DH wants me to wait on the tattoos but maybe this will be a good excuse. Only if it rains I suppose. If it rains we will not go to the acreage and therefore have time. No rain forecasted at this point. We'll see. I can wait of course.