Monday, April 07, 2014
Today my day had started really very great with the swimming pool being fixed and me having enough energy to swim after i did some workout video. Did my daily walk to Walmart which always gives me like 8000 steps.
It was really hot (92 degrees), but at the swimming pool i felt SO HOMESICK in 1 of a sudden. I called my husband, but he was out and didnt pick up the phone. I went back home and waited for him, I called a friend from Holland who was only going on about how my plants back in Holland had died.
At that point i broke down in tears and cried that my plants died cause they missed me too!!
So I called my husband again and he was out doing groceries. I sniffed and told him not to buy chicken on his own!! Next time..... i would want to join!
Well......after he came home we sat down and talked about me being homesick. It has nothing to do with the fact that I dont want to be with him; no! Its just my family and everything and my friends.
He showed me this website where you can get in touch with people who have the same interests.
I wanted to join a sufi group......we will see how it goes from there.