Sunday, April 06, 2014
"Just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean they are not out to get you." from a Kurt Cobain song, Kathleen Anderson show and my youth.
What a way to live! Another one is " the best defense is a good offense", from Carl Von Clausewitz's works, On War.
These thoughts running through my mind while I ate cake icing, candies and cookies, which I thought would soothe my nerves and comfort me at the time. I had a lot of fear and false courage, a few I nevers, and a lot of what ifs and buts.
No more. I choose to live today basking in God's mercy, grace and love. He works in my life through people, through this program and whenever I call on Him, He always answers. And for today his solutions are better than the problem and for me does not involve cookies, cakes or candies.