Sunday, March 30, 2014
Started the day off great. Had a good breakfast, went to church where Dan and I are going to be regular parishioners, then back home for my WoW raid which went well enough. Did my boot camp exercises and read over what extra I needed to do for this week of boot camp, nothing too complicated. Then I read facebook and remembered today was my Grandma Bouwens' birthday. She would have been 76, but died in 2011 to a brain tumor. That's when all hell broke loose. I tried to yell at myself and reason with myself but I ate nachos...LOTS of them :/ And a hotdog. My stomach hurts and I feel ashamed that I chose to remember my grandma in such a manner. She would be upset that I let myself go. She was very healthy, and like to look good and feel good and encouraged me to do the same. I will honor her memory better in the future. When I think of her, I will eat healthy and exercise and know that she's watching me with pride. She's probably proud of me anyways, but I can do better. For myself, and for those who love me I will treat my body better.