MIA BECAUSE I AM “GETTING OLD”
Saturday, March 29, 2014
I haven’t Sparked for a while. I have been having some major issues with my knees, especially my left knee. It’s been pretty bad, I actually had to stay home from work and I am a secretary.
It started just before my last blog post (February 16). I tried to see my doctor, but he was on vacation and wouldn't be back until March 10. I figured I would just wait, as it wasn't that bad. I stopped my walk/jog and stuck with just walking and the bike. I finished out the week of over-time, and the knee started getting worse. Monday I went to the beach and collected sea-glass. While I was there I found a dead cowrie shell in a small pocket and squatted down to get it. I thought I was going to start crying, it hurt so bad, and for a moment I wasn't sure I would be able to stand back up. Then on Wednesday I had to do something in town, pay bills, I think, so I decided to walk to each place, maybe a total of 3 miles. I was at a pace of about 19-20 minutes per mile, so that is more of a stroll for me. Thursday, I was very stiff, and walking was uncomfortable. Getting up and down from a seated position was torture. Friday, the left knee was 2 inches bigger than the right one, and even walking was very painful. I was taking prescription doses of Advil and not getting a whole lot of relief. My mom borrowed a car on Saturday and took me to an Urgent Care clinic. They took X-rays, and recommended R.I.C.E. and told me to stay off it as much as possible for the next week. I was also told not to do any lower body exercises, especially squats and lunges, for at least two weeks or until I can follow up with my PCP and he okays it. I managed to get an appointment with My PCP on the 13th. I told him what had happened and he said “Well, you’re getting old.” For the most part, I really like my PCP, but I really wanted to smack him for that comment. He told me to keep doing what I was doing and not to over work it. I have been frustrated and upset because I haven’t been able to exercise; I have been eating more because I am upset; I have been gaining weight because I am eating more; I am upset because I am gaining weight. It’s a nasty down-ward cycle. Because I have been on this cycle, I haven’t been Sparking. I have gained back all the weight I lost plus a pound.
My employer has a “Wellness at Work” program and at the beginning of the year, they announced a Fitbit steps challenge. You order the Fitbit model of your choice at a 30% discount, the cost is deducted in two payments directly from your paycheck, and if you are one of the first 400 people to sign up, you could get an addition 50% off if you complete the challenge (50,000 steps a week x4 weeks). I ordered a Flex and picked it up on Tuesday. I have been using it since then, and I am rather surprised in the number of steps I actually take in an average day. I should have no problem completing the Challenge, if my knee doesn't give out on me. I went for a “power” walk after work yesterday, and I don’t think my knee is going to tolerate that yet. TANJAT88 has shared some really great chair exercise videos on YouTube, I need to go and bookmark them. I need to modify as necessary, and not let what I CAN’T do be the focus of my attention.
So I am going to make a big effort to stop feeling sorry for myself. I know there are people who are dealing with worse pain issues who manage. If ~INDYGIRL can lose over 200 lbs, I can lose 51 lbs; I just have to be patient and consistent.