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Tuesday, March 25, 2014

I'm not going out like this. I am not going to let myself fall into the victim trap. I am MAD! I am tired of not winning. I am tired of being stuck inside the house. I am tired of giving in to every emotion and bad feeling I have. NO MORE!!!! I am going to go now and fill in my nutrition tracker, honestly. I am going to face myself and stop babying myself. I need some good arse kicking. I can do that myself too.
My friends have been so kind and helpful. They have supported me through all this when it would have been easy to just tell me to Get Over Myself!! To all my friends, I thank you for hanging on with me. I needed to find a way to fight back. I needed to find my purpose again. I am stronger than I thought I was. I have a long road ahead of me and I imagine I will get down on myself again and I hope those friends will still be here by my side.
I feel like running down the street and laughing out loud, but it is snowing and cold, so no.
My plan for tomorrow is to get my early morning indoor walk in. That way, if I don't get out ( it is supposed to be cold and very windy again) I will have at least put in my minimum in. I have a menu plan done, so I must stick to it. There is lots of food on it and I will not go hungry. I will tell myself it is going to be a good day and then make it so.

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    fantastic ginilee!! awesomely fantastic!!

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NANCYPAT1 3/27/2014 9:27PM

    YOU CAN DO IT - just make tiny changes and you will see success.

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BRADMILL2922 3/27/2014 3:25AM

    Good for you! Every once in a while we need to give ourselves a good ol arse kicking!

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ZANYGIRL1 3/26/2014 5:36PM

    Winter months are so hard on everyone. It's terrible not to be able to get out and do things! But sounds like you have a good plan, and I have faith in you and I know YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!! Hang in there, it will get easier.


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LADYVOLSFAN1954 3/26/2014 10:37AM

    emoticon Just remember this is for you and whatever you need to do you can do it. It won't be easy but have faith in yourself. I know you can! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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    emoticon THAT'S the Gini I like to hear from!!!


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WATERONE 3/26/2014 8:35AM

    Shooting my fist in the air and yelling, "Yes, yes, you've got the mad and the momentum" emoticon

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    I am so happy you turned the corner. I know you wiill succeed. This weather makes it all so hard.

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    Great plan. I know you can stick to it. Step by step, meal by meal, one day at a time.

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EMSSBEARS 3/25/2014 9:29PM

    emoticon and I know that as soon as the weather gets warm you are going to be getting out and going strong emoticon

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ANHELIC 3/25/2014 8:58PM

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CHRISTINEBWD 3/25/2014 8:46PM

I never do very well in the winter either. I like your plan for tomorrow and I am going to get my walking in earlier too! I've been slacking off for two days now (counting today). So we can do this if we put our minds to it - Right? Also I have found that if I wait too long to eat - I may overeat so I try to eat when I "start" feeling hungry instead of when I feel starved!
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MSLZZY 3/25/2014 8:32PM

    emoticon emoticon MAKE IT HAPPEN! Hugs!

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MSEMBERSTORM 3/25/2014 8:30PM

    Rock it woman!!!!!

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MALAMI518 3/25/2014 7:39PM

    I think it is a great start that you are going to track everything. It's too easy to fool ourselves when we don't. Everyone messes up sometimes, but getting yourself back on track and not giving up is what will help you move ahead.

Great planning for tomorrow, too. I think it will be so much easier to get the exercise when we aren't facing such cold weather. At least I know that it will be for me. Start your day right with an indoor walk and then work to do more than the minimum. I'll start my day with some indoor exercise, too.


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NPA4LOSS 3/25/2014 7:37PM

    emoticon emoticon I love seeing that fighting spirit. It will take you all the way to the finish line emoticon

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DEBIGENE 3/25/2014 7:16PM

    Great blog Gini, now let's see some action !!! How's that "not" smoking going ??? Are you kidding yourself about that too ??? I can be tough on you if that's what you think you need but I would never do it unless you want me too. If you were an old friend of mine that I've known for years I def would be kicking your butt up and down the street until you spit on those cigarettes !!! But since you are not I will just be kind and encouraging.

So whatever you need from me to get you to stop that killing habit I will do. I have been in your shoes so I do understand. It has only been 4 years for me but I couldn't be happy or healthier !!!!

Let me know what I can do for you hon !!!

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