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I just don't know anymore

Friday, March 21, 2014

Sometimes some of the comments left make SO MUCH sense, thanks Morticia. You are SO right about certain things. Like someone buying me PEEPS when the last thing I need is more POISON (that's what it feels like). I just feel like it was a HUGE HUGE mistake sometimes. I mean the things I seem to need from this marriage I never feel like I get. I still think of Marion from time to time (OK that's an untruth BUT I can't think of her in THAT way - I usually just get wistful and teary eyed - great huh I know somebody gets real jealous). I mean this woman seemed to be so obsessed with me that she sat next to me in nearly every class in junior high and I never clued in (I think I was still too much of a boy and not enough of a man plus awkwardness,being bullied and thinking I was UNLIKABLE, etc). I still CANNOT for the life of me understand why she just left it the way she did if I was so important to her.
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    You are the man of the house and, thus, have a lot of power. You need to communicate your needs better. Mates have to be able to be honest with each other.

    Yuck on the Peeps. Gross.

    To me your thoughts of Marion seems like a symptom of your unhappiness. It was so many years ago. By now she has probably moved on. It's doubtful that just because she had a crush on you that she was the love of your life. You didn't know her all that well. She didn't know you either. You have both changed a lot since that time.

    Try to work on your marriage. Go to a marriage counselor if you need to. Things could change and you could end up happier than you ever imagined. Or the counselor could tell you to get out of the marriage like mine did.
    1435 days ago

    Comment edited on: 3/22/2014 1:34:55 PM
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