Friday, March 21, 2014
Flew home from DD's family, and got home to a house just as I left it, but curiously empty emotionally...I'm sure that I will have spurts of memories of my husband, but the house, as I entered it tonight, was strangely clean of crushing debilitating sadness...It is as if the slate is new. I was kind of afraid, that I would disintegrate when I walked in the door, surrounded by a home full of memories, but I didn't, and I think that's the grace of the Lord...He comforts me with passages in the Bible that soothe my heart.
This is the new now. I can do this (in the strength of the Lord).