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Home, Sweet, Eerily Empty Home

Friday, March 21, 2014

Flew home from DD's family, and got home to a house just as I left it, but curiously empty emotionally...I'm sure that I will have spurts of memories of my husband, but the house, as I entered it tonight, was strangely clean of crushing debilitating sadness...It is as if the slate is new. I was kind of afraid, that I would disintegrate when I walked in the door, surrounded by a home full of memories, but I didn't, and I think that's the grace of the Lord...He comforts me with passages in the Bible that soothe my heart.

This is the new now. I can do this (in the strength of the Lord).

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LINTPICKER 3/22/2014 5:54AM


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4EVERNESS 3/21/2014 8:08PM

    And there will be new music that needs listened to.... :) "Hope for the sunshine tomorrow..." Let me know some new good music that I should listen to....It fills a home well.....

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LAURANCE 3/21/2014 7:48PM

  I hope you will be moving on to a new and different life, one that is good and satisfying.
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FOCUSONME57 3/21/2014 4:40PM

    Welcome Home! A new chapter begins. emoticon

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DEB62BIE62 3/21/2014 2:47PM

    God Bless you.

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SEAGLASS1215 3/21/2014 4:39AM

    emoticon hugs

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RSSSLHB 3/21/2014 3:32AM

    Take care, and God bless emoticon

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JANTWO 3/21/2014 12:53AM


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IMPROVINGME 3/21/2014 12:18AM

    Welcome Home, Julie!
Hope you sleep well tonight in your own bed!

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