Advertisement -- Learn more about ads on this site.
MCJULIEO
300,000-349,999 SparkPoints 303,041
SparkPoints
 

Home, Sweet, Eerily Empty Home

Friday, March 21, 2014

Flew home from DD's family, and got home to a house just as I left it, but curiously empty emotionally...I'm sure that I will have spurts of memories of my husband, but the house, as I entered it tonight, was strangely clean of crushing debilitating sadness...It is as if the slate is new. I was kind of afraid, that I would disintegrate when I walked in the door, surrounded by a home full of memories, but I didn't, and I think that's the grace of the Lord...He comforts me with passages in the Bible that soothe my heart.

This is the new now. I can do this (in the strength of the Lord).
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post