Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Gain this week. 1.5 kilos. I'm not surprised.
Having a bit of a hard time motivation-wise. Just feeling a bit sick of it and wishing there was an easier way - while knowing that losing weight takes time and is hard work.
There is still a part of me that is uncomfortable with shrinking. It's like I don't know what the consequences are, so I want to avoid them because it's is easier, because i know what it is like being the "fat girl" after a lifetime of it.
I've been getting up early and spending time on the cross-trainer - doing 30 minutes or 8kms, which ever comes last.
Hoping for a turn around in weigh-in's next week. It's my birthday on the Tuesday before weight-in, so I might save the special meal until Wednesday.