Monday, March 17, 2014
Today has not been my day. This time change has got my sleeping schedule all messed up! So I didn't fall asleep until like 3:30 and I had to be up by 8, and my throat was killing me on top of that! I did go to the gym after class and it did make me feel a little better.
I finally came to conclusion that there is no way I am going to pass my statistics class. I've tried the best I can but it just doesn't come to me and the homework my prof gives me is nothing like the test. It just stresses me out. I hate dropping classes cause I don't want to be in college forever and at this rate that's the way its going to be it seems. I don't even know what I want to do for the rest of my life and reality has just been hitting me in the face here lately. Some days I really consider dropping out but I know I couldnt support myself and a family in the future if I don't have a college education. I keep asking myself what I'm doing wrong with my life people my age now have a couple kids or are married and I'm neither of those. & I'm only 20. I guess some days I just want to grow up way to fast and I just need to remember these are suppose to be some of the fun and best years of my life. & I think its time I start realizing that, might as well enjoy life and have fun while I'm still young.
On the bright side with me dropping this class I will have more time to focus on me and my health! & ill have more time to go to the gym:) that's always a plus! So with me being a little stressed today it did cause a little over eating nothing to bad, just a little!
Tomorrows a new day!