Thursday, March 13, 2014
So super sad about Collage Video closing. They were how I discovered new and interesting instructors. Dang it. That is where I found Shiva Rea. That is where I learned about Billy Blanks Jr. Gah.
I am not losing weight right now, but I'm not gaining. I have 98 lbs to lose. I was out of town for a week. I learned to just eat healthy prepared entrees from the grocery store. I also used the hotel gym throughout the week. I was so pleased with myself for that.
I am struggling with accepting the fact that my body requires home cooked food most of the time. I basically came out with that to my Dad/boss. He is on board with it. Its stressful to me to eat different than others now. It wasn't always. I don't know why that has come up.
I am struggling with wanting to sleep in instead of exercising in the morning. I just need to do it. Just do it.