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Wednesday, March 12, 2014

I went through Finals week… I may have flunked both my classes… It’s not from a lack of trying, but a lack of understanding. I get my grades this Friday to see if that’s what happened. If I failed both, then I have to pay to retake them… Regardless, my new classes begin on St. Patrick Day’s.

I have been feeling ill these past few weeks…

I have been craving spicy food daily for over 2 weeks. All last week, I was eating spicy food morning, noon and night! Please understand, I do not like spicy food. I may eat spicy food once every 3 to 6 months. Yet, it’s usually a plateful of food (like Buffalo wings, muddogs/crawfish, or gumbo) and that’s enough to satisfy my craving. I am eating Mission Burrito’s Mushroom Burrito Bowl, no tortilla, with rice, no beans, spinach, lettuce, cheese, sour cream, onions, pico, and lots and lots of Cilantro Ranch sauce. For 3 days this was what I was eating… If I eat at home, I’m pouring Valentina sauce over everything on my plate.

I have been craving lemonheads candies… I maybe eat a small handful of these once every few years. Sadly, I have eaten 3 movie boxes over these past 4 days…

Since Friday, I have been awake for about 9 hours total… Let me give you a rough idea of 120 hours’ time, I’ve only been awake for about 9 hours of it. I have been awake now for almost 11 hours for today alone.

Hot and cold flashes… Like my toes are freezing, but my body is burning up or vice versa.

I’m gaining weight, enough to be considered noticeable.

I’ve drunk enough water for a caravan of camels to drown in…

My stomach is upset to the point of internal issues from both ends… I’m keeping it G-Rated.

Certain parts of my body are sensitive to the touch… Which bothers me immensely…

I’m breaking out in pimples and noticeable hairs…

I cannot smell for nothing normally… It has to be a strong or offensive smell for me to smell it… Like animal poo, stagnate smell of the trash can, or perm solution type of smell… So, if I tell my sister, “You reek of oranges!” She just stares at me, “ChenCh, I had an orange at lunch. It’s been hours since then and I have eaten other things. Are you preggers?”

Ummm… FML! I might be pregnant!!!

I haven’t taken a ‘take home test’. Let me rephrase that, I refuse to take a ‘take home test’. They don’t work for me… In Example, Last time I took a preg test, it came out negative. It was a month later, we (hubby and I) found out I had miscarried and needed a DNC to remove the child. I was pregnant at the time of the test, but the baby had already passed at that point in time. So, ya I don’t trust those things. I would much rather do the blood tests, than the pee test…

By my calculations, that would put me at 12 weeks give or take a week…

That would also mean it is JR’s…

I admit, we haven’t been safe…

Spare me the guilt trip… I’m already kicking myself!

At least we haven’t fooled around with other people during our split…

I just pray for a doctor to confirm, I’ve been ill and not pregnant…

Oh, and JR knows what’s going on too.

And he’s scared to death.

Until the doctor’s visit, the most I can do is pray right now...
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  • PICKIE98
    Holy Crap!!!!!!!!
    1189 days ago
    Wow you have allot going on right now! I wish things work out for you! emoticon you can get threw this! Hang in there! emoticon
    1199 days ago
    Sounds like things are hectic now, but hang in there. Things work out the way they are supposed to. emoticon
    1199 days ago
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