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Not in a good mood today.


Thursday, March 06, 2014

I'm just not in a good mood today. I'm sick of people treating me like dirt. I tired of trying to please everyone around me. Why do people say being a mom is the hardest job you will ever have? Because children don't treat you well. They use and abuse you. Some DH feed off of that and don't help, only make it worse.

BEAM ME UP SCOTTIE!! I'm tired of being on this planet. But if I were to go some place happy I'd probably only mess that place up too.

My self esteem has CRASHED! I'm spinning out of control. Why? Can't do anything right. Just ask my family. Oh not just the one I live with but my extended one too.

Feeling as blue as my page.

Apparently I can blog with out SP being glitchy but I can't seem to do too much else without issues. URRR....The ONE thing I've decided to do for myself. I CAN'T !!! URRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm thinking my bad mood has gone to angry.

Tears and more tears. I don't want to be this way any more. Don't know how to fix it.
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DELIA38961 3/6/2014 9:03PM

    I'm so sorry you're going through this sending hugs your way

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IGNITEME101 3/6/2014 6:41PM

    I have adult children with families of their own. I'm learning to pray for them rather than resent them. It's not easy. Sometimes I just want more from them and guess what? That's not their problem. It's mine!

Of course, when they are smaller you must pray and deal with it, too.

Thank you for letting it all out! Winters are harder, I think.....



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JULIAMOONCHILD 3/6/2014 6:12PM

    I am sorry Muffy that you are feeling so down right now. It is tough to feel this way, but you are not alone. And I do echo what
BABYSOX said in her comment here - believe it or not, just by writing this blog you are helping others who feel down today, too.
Kids showing disrespect and not appreciating their parents at times is pretty much universal, but they will get over it. And, of course, one day when they too have kids, they will be extremely sorry for their actions. Does that help you right now - heck NO!!!But keep it in mind, OK. Revenge in the form of lessons learned will be a very sweet treat for you one day, as adult children grovel at your feet. Until then, be a drill sergeant and give em hell when they need it! emoticon

Sending you big HUGS!!!

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BABYSOX 3/6/2014 5:52PM

    Try to focus on the positives. One positive is that you wrote this blog and others who are feeling the same way don't feel so isolated. Your Sparkfriends can see the success in you, so try to see it too. emoticon

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BAMAJAM2 3/6/2014 5:46PM

  I am so sorry about your circumstances, but I hope it helps to know that there are caring people on this Sparkteam who wish they could cheer your day! I really hope that things will get better for you.... God bless you.

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WALLAHALLA 3/6/2014 5:31PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon Wish there was something more I could do for you, but I WILL pray.

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