Wednesday, March 05, 2014
It is hard to relax when I only have 2 hours between the time I get home until I have to go to sleep. I wish I could stay up later, but I wouldn't get enough sleep. Lack of sleep = more headaches & getting sick! I don't want to get sick! So far this whole winter I have avoided getting sick. I leave the house at 8am and I have been getting home at 8 or 8:30pm Monday through Thursday nights. We get to leave at 5:30 on Fridays, but I am just so tired and I don't feel like doing much that night anyways. Then I have 8 hours of work on Saturday. It is tough for me just having one day off. I don't see how people could work 7 days a week!!!!!
I haven't had much time to exercise. Sometimes I think to myself "I should at least do some squats or ab work before bed". But then I seriously just don't feel like it so I don't do it. I have no motivation to do any exercise. I am mad at myself for it, but somehow I can't make myself do it! I have to work late and there are no late fitness classes right now that I could take. I don't think I would have enough energy to workout and then go right to bed. I don't want to wake up earlier because I want to make sure I have enough sleep. So many of my co-workers keep getting colds, and I don't want to not get enough sleep and maybe get a cold!
All of that is just a whole bunch of excuses, but that is how my life is going right now. I am not depressed, but I am just a little overwhelmed with everything going on. There are no houses in my price range to look at, and I don't have much time to look anyways. I want to move out, but it just isn't happening any time soon. I keep feeling like I am saying the same things over and over again because life is moving forward but there are still some goals I feel like I will never reach. I am trying to be patient with the house hunting, but I hate living out of my travel bags. I do laundry at home, and then pack it right away to take over my boyfriend's place. I stay at home 1 or 2 nights a week and live out of my bags at his place the rest of the time.
Sorry to gripe! I just had a bit of free time, and it makes me realize the things I am not happy with. I am trying to focus on what IS good in my life, but I have a headache so that doesn't help me be upbeat!
Hopefully everyone is doing well. I haven't had a lot of time to browse on Spark. I posted on about 4 blogs today - I miss everyone! I miss this community. I hope I have some time to look back at my old blogs and see what I have to look forward to once tax season is over - more exercising and more free time!!!!!! I can't wait!!!!!!