Saturday, March 01, 2014
Since learning that my dream of having my excess skin removed from my abdomen and arms was going to cost close to 20,000 I have been falling off the wagon more and more frequently :( I let myself fall into the mindset of " It doesnt matter how much I lose or how much muscle I build because I will never have the body I can be propud of in a bathing suit" So I ate however I wanted from Christmas unil 2 weeks ago, I still exercised but not daily and I let myself make excuses and get away with it...Finally when my jeans fit a little tight I decided enough was enough!
So here I am again back on track I have been able to exercise and eat right for the past 2 weeks, I pray that i can keep that motivation! Everyone is human....but Im not going to give up on myself again. Happy Weekend SParkies!