My church service tonight live
Never heard this pastor. so..... we shall see.
Lately Ive been thinking maybe my past will keep me from ever persuing God's call fully.
I'm 61, my kids say one thing and go to church.
How are they any different than me? I know his promises for my family. Just feels kind of hopeless at times.
Dear God, I'm the problem:
I need more of YOU! More of your faith, hope and especially love!
Scars heal but.....:
I thank you For the MYSTERY of You Leading me…. oh, Son of GOD.
You're guiding Guiding me with Your words of wisdom. Without you I would be without HOPE. LORD!
THOSE WHO LOVE MUCH, MUCH IS REQUIRED! I think it means because He has loved me so much, shown me so much compassion.... How can I turn away His HOPE? I do trust.
The Pastor said we may believe wecan never overcome our fears. I'm almost at the 175 goal and.... I'm stalling. I'm afraid to be attractive. ? I'm afraid to be small and neat and strong looking, again. I'm afraid to write the book. God deliver me from my fears! I have joined a a group of writers MONTHS AGO, TO ENCOURAGE ME TO FOLLOW THROUGH,.I start and stop again.
This is how I'm combating these fears by letting them be known to those who are 'rooting' for me.
Or is this also a/the problem?
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God." Marianne Williamson
Don't forget me in your prayer time.