Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Maybe this is self pity or maybe just that I am just so frustrated with things right now I am not sure where to turn. I have been working on healing myself layer by layer. Which has been working. Until last night. I thought my son and I were getting along better but boy was I played the fool. I was told last night that I am not invited to bridal showers, and that I can't go near his home. And that I am not invited or wanted at his wedding. It makes me feel sick that he feels that way, but as broken hearted has I feel I will make it. It just means another family member has turned their back on me. And on judgement day I hope he has a good answer for God.
Thank you for letting me vent. It has been a bad day, mild anxiety attack, tears, and just plain miserable.