Seems I have lost the struggle, please keep praying, just in case
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Yes I have lost the will and discipline to stop eating and change my life.
I am unable to control myself and eat too much of what I am not suppose to eat, not gouging, but eating unhealthy , yet tasteful foods.
Seems I am giving up and in my mind I am truly ashamed and sad that I know my days are now limited because I can not overcome this. Being alone and lonely are not good motivators, apparently.
I wish to thank all of you here for trying to help me overcome this, but I guess my willpower is not strong enough, but thanks so very much anyway.