Sunday, February 23, 2014
The other day I put on a pair of jeans and they were a little tight. It was a b!tch slap in the face. I know that I need to change. But for me to change I need to change a lot of small things. I need to write everything out that needs to change and then number them from smallest to largest, meaning, if I need to change this what other change will help me with that change.(Drink more water - stop buying pop) A chain reaction.
EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE I need to just get up and do it. Over the past few months I have been watching my little cousin (almost 11 months old) for my cousin because her usual babysitter has been dealing with health issues. Its only 3x a week but she drains me. If I make myself go to bed early then I should be able to have the energy through out the day. She sleep half the time so during one of her naps I can exercise. I think the best time would be during her first nap because she is out for 2 almost 3 hours (7ish to 930ish).
I keep telling myself that this needs to get done because of my health. I think that once I start to get healthier then I'll feel more positive about things and I can write better. My confidence level when it comes to writing is just so low that nothing gets done.