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Over & Over

Thursday, February 20, 2014

My life has literally spiraled out of control. I find myself almost 100 lbs heavier than my lowest weight; however, toned and lean. I find myself going through another divorce and begging God to allow me to go back to the person that I use to be. I do realize that I am the only human being that can make these choices that I make every day, and I'm ready to choose life! It is time to stop playing the victim and actually get back to being me.
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  • v MSMAKEOVER
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    879 days ago
  • v COLLARN
    Love the story about you on Spark I read today. You are so worth the hard work. You know that, but it's good to hear. emoticon
    It's hard to hear family members say 200 is ok and not being supportive. I have the opposite problem. My husband has always been thinner than me so I feel I can never loose enough. He doesn't say I'm not pretty, but he doesn't say good job either.
    Keep on tracking and motivating others!
    882 days ago
  • v BETHSWORLD
    Sweetie...you are just hitting a bump on this journey of life. You can do this...we are here for you. You know yourself better than anyone knows you. You are a beautiful woman and there is nothing that is going to stop you from achieving your goals in life. You just seem to be that type of person to me.

    You are worth everything great in this life!! Just know that.

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    882 days ago
  • v SHUNDA76
    Lord, your child is calling out to you. Please hear her prayers during her time of need. Lord you know everything the about her: her past, her present and her future... though she can not see past her current situation you know of the blessing you have in store for her if she faints not. Lord, bless my sister with strength that she does not grow weary in well doing. All praises unto your name God. Amen!
    882 days ago
  • v PATKEEF1
    SWEETHEART, I HATE TO TELL YOU HOW MANY POUNDS THAT I HAVE LOST OVER THE YEARS, ONLY TO FIND THEM AGAIN. A LIFE STYLE CHANGE IS THE ONLY WAY AND YOU HAVE DONE THAT BEFORE. YOU.ARE GOING TO HAVE FALLS, YOU JUST GET UP AND DUST OFF YOUR BEHIND AND GO ON. FIRST AND FORMOST PUT YOURSELF FIRST. YOU ARE WORTH IT.AND YOU CAN DO IT.THERE IS A SAYING I REALLY LIKE AND I THINK IT SAYS IT ALL.

    KEEP ENCOURAGING, BECAUSE YOUR WORDS MAY BE THE ONLY PILLARS OF STRENGTH FOR SOMEONE WHO IS PULLING THEMSELVES UP TO STAND AGAIN AND LEAN ON. emoticon emoticon emoticon

    REMEMBER. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE, SP IS JUST A CLICK AWAY
    882 days ago
  • v SIMONEKP
    Tough times but know that he has a plan for you
    882 days ago
  • v MECHONE
    Sorry you're going through difficulties at this time. Stay strong and keep focused on your goals
    883 days ago
  • v ITSMETOYA
    You've done it once, you'll do it again. Life happens and each day that you live you'll be thrown curve balls, but your reaction is the key. Keep striving knowing that when you feel too tired to go on GOD will carry you until you have your second wind. HE's ALWAYS there for you even if you don't feel HIM. You're worth all the efforts you put forth in this life, don't let regaining weight, divorce, anyone or anything define you...YOU define you. You're beautiful outside and although I do not know you, I can tell you are beautiful inside too. You have a lot of people rooting for you so get your healthy girl on!! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    883 days ago
  • v DEESHAREE
    You are worth the effort. Please don't give up... God wants to make you into a new creation, better than you ever thought possible. Trust Him to show you the way.
    883 days ago
  • v GSEATON
    BIIIIIIG hugs to you today, girl. I feel ya. Been there. Stay strong. One day at a time.
    886 days ago
  • v LOVE7755
    Praying for you girl. Love and light your way.
    886 days ago
  • v REBIRTHDIVA
    You ARE worthy. You can do it. Sending prayers your way! emoticon

    Jeannie
    886 days ago
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