Wednesday, February 19, 2014
I feel like I have been telling myself this a lot lately. But finally things are getting better. Not amazing, but better than they were a few weeks ago. Stuff is finally melting and no snow in the forecast, doesn't mean we wont get some though. One day at a time! I think whats so frusterating is that I depend on working out outside so much. Not having it is putting on weight when I am really not eating that much worse than usual. But not having my walks with the dogs and 3 mile runs outside really manages my weight more than I know.
I went to the gym this morning and set out to run 4 miles on the treadmill and I did it! Even though i hate that awful boring machine. I felt great to walk out completely drenched. I even made a sweat heart
I am kinda bummed out about my cooking lately. I make these indepth recipes that take me hours and I don't feel like my husband really notices. I could make him a jack's pizza in the microwave and he would be as interested. I made this vegetarian shepherds pie and he ate half of what I served him and I got kinda mad at him about it. He said I serve him too much) So he started eating it really felt and gulping water to get it down as if he was eating worms on fear factor. Maybe I should just cook for myself and tell him I bought him some cereal, grocery store is down the road. I don't work as much as him and I like making real meals when I have time. Pisses me off he doesn't even notice or acknowledge it. I have mentioned his unentheum and he said he does notice and he loves them. I was excited about the meal, if it doesn't have meat in it. It is not considered a meal to him. I am not looking for man hating comments, I am just irked. He probably has other things on his mind. Eating large qualities of food is not as important to him as it is to me. I need a big burly guy to feed. Not a skinny one that eats nothing when he doesn't move, boooo to that! The problems of a childless woman who likes cooking, I will shut up now.
Speaking of cooking, this was week 45 of my bread baking. Wisconsin Cheddar Cheese Beer bread and cream of cauliflower soup.