Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Sitting here crying as I type this. My heart is aching so much. Guinie is with her brother Lancelot now in kitty heaven. When I took her to the vet yesterday and had her blood work done it was worse so the vet and I decided it was time. I was with her and petted her and she just went to sleep. Very peaceful. I know I just have to go through the grieving process so that I can breath again. It's just part of life. It's very strange to not have a kitty in the house. I have had kitties all my life. So this will be a new lifestyle. My DH says he doesn't want to get attached to anymore kitties. He is really hurting over this too as she was "his kitty babygirl". We also want to be free to travel up to see the grandkids more often and for longer periods of time while they are children and not teens and want to be around you. So life will be different. But life does go on doesn't it. I will get through this and be fine but right now need to just cry.
On another note, we are meeting with a realtor today at the house we own where FIL lived. We don't see him ever being independent again so we are thinking of selling it. It's a lovely house is a wonderful community with pool and all the amenities. We just don't need anything more to care for.
Thank you again for all your hugs, comments and prayers. Sparks is just so wonderful. I can be so honest here and bear my sole and share my raw feelings. It is so helpful to get it out.
Hope you all have a wonderful day.