Monday, February 17, 2014
Life has been crazy since way before Christmas. I feel that my list of things to do just keeps getting longer and longer. I can't say that I have finished much. There are things I have needed to start for awhile and haven't gotten to. I haven't been giving my best to what I have been doing. I am feeling bad about that.
So..it's time to ask myself the tough questions. What are my aspirations? What is it that I find important? What do I want to do? What am I doing that I really don't want to do? Am I doing things just because I haven't had the courage to say no - I can't at this time?
I think this has been building up for awhile. This is why I keep saying I have to work on my schedule. I haven't sat and thought about what I want to accomplish - where I want my life to head in the near future. It's time. I'm tired of the stress and I'm tired of people telling me what I should and shouldn't be doing, especially when I know that I am trying my best.