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Valentine's Sadness

Friday, February 14, 2014

I'm a week late on my period, so I took a test. BFN. Kind of disappointed but I know it's for the best. Now I guess I just wait for AF.

Z is at drill, so this will be a lonely weekend. Just cooked chicken and broccoli and I think I hate too much. I have a boxing class at 630 so I'll rest up until then. I work 9-9 tomorrow and 9-430 Sunday so I need all the rest I can get.

I've really been feeling like a failure lately. Not sure why, I'm just really down. Money is extremely tight, I'm having personal issues, and it's really getting to me. I really hope Z gets to go active duty and everything pans out; I'm just scared.

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
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  • JUNEAU2010
    emoticon I so know where you're coming from. Money pressures color our entire lives, it seems. In advance of everything, thank you for Z's service (and for yours).
    When one person serves, the whole family serves.

    Money pressures, late periods, being alone and working long hours combine to color your world blue. I hope you find reasons to see and feel the rainbow very soon!
    1498 days ago
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    Stress can make you feel like crap, physically AND mentally. Stress is just part of your path right now; try to not let it turn into something bigger than what it is (you're not a failure, you don't have a flaw in your character) and especially try to avoid worry. Sure, you should plan, strategize, be careful and be frugal, but don't actually worry. "Worry is interest paid on a debt you don't owe."
    1498 days ago

    Comment edited on: 2/14/2014 7:06:42 PM
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