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Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Well, we have a 2 hour delay today. I almost have my IEP written. I have just a few more things to do to it. I started working on it this morning. But, I can't focus on it anymore. I don't really want to go to work today, but I have to. I have a bunch of stuff I need to do. What I really want to do is just go to sleep and never wake up. I am kind of thinking about cutting again. But, it's not screaming in my head, at least not yet. It will be by the time I get to work.

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LACEYKYLE 2/11/2014 4:45PM

    I hate that feeling when all I want to do is sleep and not wake up. I used to feel like that all the time but with therapy and work she had me do, I don't feel like that anymore. It takes a lot of hard work to keep the depression under control and the negative thoughts. I know you can do this Bekah. Keep working on positive thinking about yourself. I'm still praying for you. If you need me I'm here. We're in this together!!

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    They closed schools last night....and we still haven't gotten a flake of snow! The canceled schools way too early. It's suppose to be bad tonight. They close the bridges and the Interstate at the drop of a hat. My daughter works on the other side of the river. I just hope she can make it home relatively easily.

I wish I could give you some magical advice on how not to think about cutting.

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BILLTMAN 2/11/2014 9:44AM

    Everything is closed where we are today. Sorry you're feeling down.

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