Friday, February 07, 2014
I look at the scale, and I wonder, will the numbers ever make me happy. Will the number ever give me hope…..or will they just remind me of what damage I have done to myself and my body.
I currently weigh 132.6kg, which if you do a conversion is almost 300lbs. I have been watching the Biggest Loser via YouTube, and think to myself; is that what I look like? Is that what people see, when they look at me? A person with no prospect; or hope for the future. Yes, it can be very daunting at first, but then, when I watch more episodes, I realize that if they can do it, so can I.
Its time for me to stop feeling sorry for myself, to distance myself from the negative people, who say I will never do it , surround myself with positive people, and find my positive attitude It’s time for me to get moving.
I look at the scales, and I know the answer to the above question…….Yes, the number will make me happy, but I need to put in the effort, otherwise it will just be a bad reminder.