Thursday, February 06, 2014
I have been doing some internal work with the Debbie Ford group and what came up was a memory of my mom yelling at me that she would give me up for adoption but NOBODY would ever want me.
The shadow part of me made the decision and self rule that I don't belong anywhere. Nobody wants me, I am unlovable, unwanted.
This has impacted my whole life. I made it to be that I never belonged anywhere I ever worked. Heck, I have NEVER even belonged in my own body let alone this world.
So I have been talking to my inner child at the age of 7 when this happened and have been telling her that she is wanted, that I would adopt her in an instant and protect and love her for ever.
This is a huge healing experience for me. I have been tapping on it (EFT) as well but, I would really like to help her/me by you all telling her that she is in fact adoptable. That you would want her. It will be interesting to see how many reply to her.
Thanks for your input and support.