Trying to get control
Tuesday, February 04, 2014
I am trying so hard to get it under control... by "it" I mean everything. My eating, my life, my exercise.. I have been working out and I feel myself getting stronger again considering I started over now that I hadn't worked out in 8 months. It's so frustrating to keep giving up on myself.
I have been back at this for 3 or 4 weeks now. I don't really have a support system at home and have absolutely no one to be active with me and share in the activities that I do enjoy.
I have goals, and every day that ticks by they seem less attainable because I am not seeing the progress that I want.
Maybe.. I'm just beyond frustrated right now and stressed out and that's why I'm not seeing progress. If I had the power to change some situations in life to make my weight loss and goals more attainable I would. However, I do not, but how do I accept that?