Monday, February 03, 2014
I've spent the last few days doing lots of hard, hard work for me in the house - as well as dealing with a very frustrating toddler. I'm not doing great today. I've been pretending to be super happy and not freaked out and blah, blah, blah - not working today. LOL.
Now - we'll see if this lets me post the link or not... Sometimes it will - sometimes it doesn't.
This seems to be my melodramatic music. I'm going to make a blanket fort in the living room and hid from the monster child trying to eat me soul. I want to eat everything and more and more and more, but I won't. Tired. Weepy. MIL show up with very little notice. Always feeling judged. Taxes are getting done today - in hopes of solving the financial thing. Blerg. Grrrr. Meow. *purrrs* Breathing - I can do that but I also think that drinking the day away sounds fantastic. Anyone else? I might mix a shot into my protein shake this morning - well, it seems to be afternoon already. ARG! LOL. See - absolutely raging melodramatics - just all over the place.
1. New brilliant music from a cool website that sends digital mixtapes (basically). I really am in love with 8tracks. I could listen all day, everyday - if the toddler would let me.
2. The toddler hasn't completely trashed the house. We're also really bargaining and in negotiations on putting one thing up before he take something else out.
3. The fact that I can pretend to freak out, really freak out, get over emotional, melodramatic, frustratingly overwhelmed in a safe and awesome place.
5. Getting things done - working on solutions.
BONUS: Sebastian from "Black Butler" (nosebleed).